5:43 p.m., Thursday, Jul. 13, 2006
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i miss my old life. i miss my old friends. i miss knowing beyond a doubt that the people i shared my life with not only shared theirs with mine, but would also do anything for me, and loved me unconditionally. i hate never knowing when everything could be pulled out from under me.
i want to sit at home with shaun, have tiffany drive my car, see movies with lee and josh, have control over my eating...
it is so sad to have put so much time and effort into the people in this house, just to find out it was not worth it.