3:41 p.m., Saturday, Mar. 06, 2010
and we will find each other in the dark
i wish things had been different.
it's so hard to accept defeat when it's so obvious that in another context all the potential is there. it makes it hard to let go.
but then again, i guess this is just how it was meant to be. it will all make sense in the end.
i'm tired. i've been disappointed too many times. i miss too many people. i feel like i have to try too hard, to get so little.
it's time i just put my head down, eyes on the ground, taking one step at a time to get where i'm going, without looking up to get caught up in all of the unnecessary and hurtful distractions. i need to just get through this.
here goes...